El verdadero miedo

Acabo de llegar de mi examen GMAT con la mitad de mis sueños rotos en pedacitos. Me he puesto delante del ordenador, y lo primero que he hecho para calmarme ha sido meterme en el facebook. Curiosamente he mirado de quien era hoy el cumpleaños, y era el de una chica que vivia en la misma residencia que yo en USA.Entré en su perfil para darle un simple happy birthday, pero me he encontrado que ella, a pesar de que no me haya dicho nada, me acaba de dar mas de lo que yo podría haberle dado con mi simple mensaje. En su perfil estaba escrito lo siguiente:

Nuestro miedo mas profundo no es el que seamos inadecuado. es que seamos poderosos por encima de cualquier medida. Nos preguntamos, ¿quien soy yo para ser brillante, guapo, talentoso, fabuloso?Nosotros hemos nacido para dar el manifiesto de la gloria de Dios que esta dentro de nosotros. Y mientras dejemos relucir nuestra propia luz, estaremos dando inconscientemente a otras personas el permiso para hacer lo mismo. -Marianne Williamson

Al leer esta frase me hace ver que tengo que seguir brillando a pesar de que las cosas no salgan como yo quiero que salgan. No es justo culpabilizar al mundo porque el examen me haya salido mal. Es muy triste sentirte que no vales para nada, y que a veces el mundo te cierra las puertas, pero lo cierto es, que no hay nada peor que dejar de creer en uno mismo, y pensar que todo lo que pudimos conseguir en la vida fue algo pasado. A pesar de todas las cosas malas que nos rodean, hay que seguir pensando que tenemos siempre algo bueno que ofrecer. Y aunque mis cualidades parece no interesar en especial manera a lo franceses, quizas este dando por medio de ellas mas cosas de lo que yo puedo llegar a pensar.

The deepest fear

I´ve just arrived from my GMAT exam with half of my dreams broken in thousands of pieces. I have turn on the computer, and the first thing that I have done for calming down has been getting into facebook. I know, it is weird, but this is what I´ve done. Curiously, I looked whom was today birthday, and it was the bday of a girl who lives in the same hall than me while I lived in USA. I entered in her profile for saying a simple happy birthday, but what I have found is that she had said to me more beautiful things that what I could said to her with my simple message. The following text was written in her profile:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. -Marianne Williamson-

When I´ve read this text I realized that I have to keep shining even if things don´t work as they should. It is not fair think that the world is guilty of my failed exam. It is very sad to feel that you don´t worth anything, and that sometimes everybody close any door in your face. But the true is that there is not anything worse than stop believing in oneself, and to think that all good things that we could get from life are already in the past. In Spite of all the horrible things that surround us, it is necessary to still thinking that we always have something good to offer to the world. And even if my qualities looked not enough interesting for French people, maybe I am giving by them more things that I can arrived to think.

Thanks for Reading this.
Kisses.

Maria